Step one: light me on fire
step two: walk clean away
I wont burn long
and evidence of your done-wrong will be gone
in seconds, I swear
but if you got time anyway
why not watch me hurt
and nothing is sweeter than needed revenge
oh that's right
I did nothing
and you were the mean one
in fact, you even broke my good tape deck
in fact, don't wanna be

1) Name: Jane ( Read more... )

Stop hiding behind your phone. I promise that if we met face to face to discuss this, you wouldn't have any ground to stand on.

I saw someone on the subway yesterday who looked like someone I haven't met yet. Just the sheer fact that she looked kind of like her resonated with me and I couldn't peel my eyes off her. I watched her get her hair out of a ponytail and into a big bush of thick black hair and put on this crooked smile as if something amused her but nobody else ( Read more... )

It's getting to the point where in about a week or so, I doubt I will be able to fully have time for myself. This sucks balls. I feel mental destruction looming near.

I've always believed in soulmates but never thought I would find mine so soon in life.

An O&A pest added me on MySpace and wrote the following as an introduction:
"O and A fan. The infamous russian chick is cuter than I thought. I figured you were a mess but I was wrong."

I love backhanded compliments.

Cringing. Embarrassed. That pretty much amounts to this morning. Oh, young Jane, you have so much to learn.

I wish I had more of a drive to do things I want to do. Scratch that - NEED to do. All I want to do now is go to bed and lay there for hours and hours and hours because I have work at 8 in the morning but I can't. Too many things ( Read more... )

Does it make sense? Does it all make fucking sense? I have so many obligations that I am swimming in them and feel like life is just a race to get rid of those obligations before they get rid of you.