A long entry

[hiddenspedi]

All my life I have been surrounded by duel natures. Whether it be hanging out with my drug dealing father. My drug using family of which 2 I believe out of 16 have graduated high school. Or with the other side a little bit more normative but still alcoholics, single parents, or what have you. In life I chose a scientific college. In Grade

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[baalmunky]

I don't really know how to respond. But I'm going to anyway. I think i struggle the opposite of you. I try to find meaning in my life when i know it's ultimately pointless. I've turned away from my religionosity. If being a Xtian makes you happy, then go all out for it. I don't think Jesus would recognize the religion that spawned from his teachings if he were to come back today. Megachurches, gospel of prosperity, wars in his name throughout the ages. The idea that he is someone's favorite political philosopher. Anyway. I always thought it'd be cool to follow tolsoy's radical christianity. Basically following the sermon on the mount. That's all. I don't have time for regret.

[hiddenspedi]

I agree Luke. I doubt Jesus would recognize the churches and how they are. Much less approve. Believe me I'd like to be a radical christian, but the way the world is...its hard...

P.S. I know Jerry Falwell was a personal hero of yours if you need someone to talk to I'm here.