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I figure from a paragraph
I uh think I figured out partly why I'm so unhappy. I reading about symbols and communication today. In it there was a mention of Freud and one of his theories. I found it interesting it was about the Id, Ego, and Superego. I feel I'm superego dominated. The superego decides direction, guilt, conscience, and focus. A lot of times I feel a ( Read more... ) -
The Different Indifference
Winter semester cont. Its so long (thats what she said). I wrote my 5 papers pretty awesome. Now I have 3 speeches to give in the next two weeks; which is great. Luckily as much as I don't like public speaking I've actually gotten pretty good at it since I've had to do it so much. This has actually been one of my easier semesters but I have ( Read more... ) -
The Illustrious and Illusive
I have like 5 papers to write, but I don't want to write any of them so I'm doing this instead. Outside my door people are waking up to do stuff I have yet to go to bed. Walker Texas ranger is on USA speaking of which I had my second annual Chuck Norrathon today. At my own private movie theater there was some amazing stuff. Speaking of which I ( Read more... ) -
WTF mate
I still can't shake it. Of all the things for me to be unable to shake. As far as I can tell only two things make me happy. Maybe not happy, but absolutely giddy. A lot probably makes me kind of happy. Maybe its just my imagination. Sartre you absolutely make me disdain my own meager existence ( Read more... ) -
tear.
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Writer's Block: Bump In The Night
What are you afraid of?
Nothing I'm the man. Except losing a limb (especially male ones), dying alone, anal probes, police brutality, germs, coodies, people, public speaking, big spiders on my naked body, love, hope, paper cuts, rape, losing control, losing, unfulfilled dreams, telling the truth, living too long, jail bait, and me.d -
WTF mate!
Yeah So I saw my cousins new band play saturday that was cool came home about 6:30 in the am I like the quiet thats the worst part of working so early I can't stay up and get my quiet on ( Read more... ) -
A long entry
All my life I have been surrounded by duel natures. Whether it be hanging out with my drug dealing father. My drug using family of which 2 I believe out of 16 have graduated high school. Or with the other side a little bit more normative but still alcoholics, single parents, or what have you. In life I chose a scientific college. In Grade ( Read more... ) -
Will he or wont he
So this weird thing has been happening lately I feel like crap am sleep deprived and hungry, but I'm being more successful? So I'm miserable yet happy at the same time ( Read more... ) -
nature a harsh mistress a planet which appears to be engulfed in a blue green dome of tranquility is
in reality a swirling mass of matter in the constant throws of transition ( Read more... )