I feel very happy. My mini-life-crisis has long been over, and all I feel is grateful for the things I do have. Master Han's cancer has disappeared, and I'm seeing him this Saturday night. I'm buying a new dress tomorrow. I love all of my friends, and I love my family. But thinking about Brian makes me hurt, of-course. I have loved him so ( Read more... )

You know, for this past birthday I gave myself permission to stop being such a sniveling ass. And by God, I think it worked! I no longer hold myself accountable for anything that happened previously to April 4, 2005. That includes April 3, 2005. Unless you liked it. In which case, let's do it again sometime.

Hey... how does one who doesn't want to hurt animals get these scores?


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Okay, the fact that I was suffocating in demons combined with the fact that I'm a little devil myself made these past years interesting. I was terrible, but I really worked on myself and solidified some important things about me, those things that are actually worth defending and preserving ( Read more... )

The following essay is by Paul Graham ( Read more... )

When by mutation a new rose is born in a garden, all the gardeners rejoice. They isolate the rose, tend it, foster it. But there is no gardener for men. This little Mozart will be shaped like the rest by the common stamping machine. This little Mozart will love shoddy music in the stench of night dives. This little Mozart is condemned.

You Are 31 Years Old

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Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe ( Read more... )

Howdy folks ( Read more... )

I can not wait to go back to school. I gained back all the weight I lost because I've been STUCK!!! Please god let me get a car so I can control, if nothing else, my fat ass ( Read more... )

I want your opinion on this question ( Read more... )