"You're always on my mind (oh ( Read more... )

so like i was talkin bout in my last entry.. i missing kissing someone with passion.. think about it when was the last time u had a real legit kiss..and by that i mean a kiss that jus sent chills down ur spine and made u say "damn" i miss that soooooo much, i hate kissing with lust because i know they only want that one thing.. i want someone to ( Read more... )

Its so freakin hard, i work with the girl who i gave my v*card to ..before her there was no one else. . no guy no girl..and its sooo hard cuz everytime i think im over her and she brings in her new flavor of the month, all those old feelings come back, and i get so damn jealous. I would beg and plead with her to give me one more night with her.. ( Read more... )

its 2:46 am, and i have akeys' "troubles" on repeat... i should be asleep but obviously i'm not. I should have called my doctor today to tell her about how my depression has gotten worse..i know i need to talk to someone but i feel like NO ONE understands my problems.. maybe its because i dont even understand my own problems...i feel like, well i ( Read more... )