on halloween 15 years ago, i gave a crazy dog up for adoption, and took home an even more crazy cat. my uncle would feed the strays and one had a litter so it was perfect timeing. i picked up this cute black and white kitten with tonsss of whiskers, put her on my lap and she was purring already, and turned on her back so i could pet her stomach. ( Read more... )

im going to be 21 in 8 minutes and im going to be drunk with my most amazing friends for the entire week. faaabbbuloouussss

im usually not the type of person to care if someone is talking crap about me. i know who i am, i know what i do, and if im wrong i will try to make it right. but when youre friends with someone for a really long time, you assume they know you too. apparently not, or they just dont care. i dont appreciate stories being made up about situations ( Read more... )

the future freaks me out. i think MCS said it best. there are way too many things to consider for the next few years, and planning all of that now is just sickening and frightening. I cant even comit to what type of latte i want at starbucks, let alone picking a law school in possibly a different state and worrying about everything that would stem ( Read more... )

im enjoying my last few days at the office. tuesday no fulltimers were in, so i sat in the back with my people and played hangman... yesterday joe sent me to starbucks and treated me to an iced pepperment mocha <3 and then today he let me go to huntington with someone to pick things up cuz i knew where it was. so basically i worked about 5 hours ( Read more... )

my grandma passed away this morning. it was a matter of time. she was in a semi coma for the last week or so. and we saw her in the hospital room and she looked the same as she did before. and i wish that image was not in my mind. i would have liked to remember how she looked before she got sick. and now im sitting here writing a list of things i ( Read more... )

so its that 7 day crucial period before the glassjaw show, where i start to really get my hopes up... and then i end up saying "never fucking again". oh please dear gods of music, let them grace me with their angry, bitter, punch a wall, lovely cathartic presence. i bet there are going to be a lot of hot guys there too. and im thinking the guy to ( Read more... )

glassjaw is fucking coming. and ironically i have like 1 friend who loves them as much as i do, that would probably be willing to go. if i dont get to see them, and they actually show up to play, shit will hit the fan. and thats all i have to say.

i guess happiness needs to be short lived so we can appreciate the good things that happen even more. everything was fine up until visiting my grandma in the hospital, bc shes back there again. it was weird bc when i spoke to her sunday night she was fine, we had a long conversation. then she got sick that night, apparently had an infection, and ( Read more... )

so my mom took my grandma to the doctor today to pin point where the cancer is and if it spread. shes freaking out and its even harder on her because grandpa isnt here anymore to offer love and support. and although she gets it from us, its just not the same obviously. so shes freaking out, and we're freaking out, and im trying to be positive about ( Read more... )