im tired of being alone. oh look valentines day soon...hooray!

basically i just got out of jail last week and lidia, drew and dustan have already given me shit about how im too lazy to get a job and "ive been saying i was going to for a long time..." well screw that. im sick of it. you people hurt my feelings everytime you bring it up and im just really tired of feeling bad all the time. you go right up there ( Read more... )

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let it slide off my back. i stopped worrying so all is well.

its almost christmas. i need to shopping like forreal. my mom is pissing me off like alot. i ALWAYS end up at home right before christmas and it seems like i always meet a fantastic girl that makes me happy around christmas. i think this upcoming year is gonna be better than it ever has. i can feel it ( Read more... )

im so angry right now im about to freak out. there are 2 little kids here and between them and my mom fussing and yelling im about to go insane. its so pathetic. my mom saw me go lay down and fall asleep but she didnt give a single shit about me. she yelled and bickered and didnt stop the little kids from yelling and i wanted so badly to go in ( Read more... )

if my life was any worse i would be dead, so kill me, kill me, kill me now sweet death becaues my time has come to feel the wrath of your doom. kill me, kill me ,kill me now.

i saw two dead possums today and i almost cried. charles is like a house pet. he is the coolest fucking possum ever and i love him with all my heart. i know this all sounds crazy but its just like if you had a puppy or a kitten and kept seeing dead puppies and kittens in the road. he may be able to see me when the lights are on but i think he ( Read more... )

Screw you guys, im going home.

yeah i have a tiny whole in my finger and its swelling slowly to my hand, i think i was bit by a spider.

I never update anymore because i dont want you to know what im thinking about. haha you cant know me! sucka! its about to the point where im getting bored not doing shit and getting stuck here at drews house all the time. i wanna be on the move everyday in a big city. im also getting lonely with there not being a girl in my life and all. maybe im ( Read more... )

life is so gay