there are millions of people that are better than me and im ok with that so i really dont care if one certain person is better than me. i care not about your ego or the way you choose to display it. i know my faults and if you want to throw them in my face then so be it but i dont have to respect your decisions ( Read more... )

well today i go to boone and stay for a long time. i will more than likely be living there for all of eternity and im sorry to the ones i am leaving. dustan and lidia, i love you both and you will have each other but be sure to keep drew company, he might get lonely. i hope all stays well and i will see you people soon.

there is something wrong with me that i really need to work hard on stopping. something that has gotten me in alot of trouble for awhile now. im sorry for disrespecting you like that. i get caught up in my own urges and sometimes it controls me. your words encourage me. thank you for your imaginariness ( Read more... )

i have made new best friends. well not like new ones but more best friends. i have seen things with them, things that i havent seen with anyone else. we are just a big group of love now. its so great. me, we are all having alot of fun.

p.s. i think i hate you.

why is there never anything to do around here?

im not around a computer much since im kinda with dustan mostly but i got the job and i have worked 3 days so far, congrats to me. me, dustan, dale and drew have been hanging out alot. i dont have work tomorrow so i wanna do something tonight. i need rest though. i met a girl that is soooo beautiful and seems really fun. im not trying to get in ( Read more... )

I feel like thats what has happened to me. It hurts so much to see them together and they dont care ( Read more... )

My mom kicked me out today. it wasnt like "you have to leave right now and never come back" but like its time for me to get out of here. The stress is too much and this really makes me feel like a good for nothing piece of shit. I almost freaked out earlier. you know how i do. or well you know how i hold it in and try to forget about it even though ( Read more... )

what if we didnt have our friends?

a beautiful dream that turned into a nightmare when i woke up.