i think i am gonna lose my mind.

i am a shitty friend and useless person. I can't fucking do anything right.and the people i care about end up paying for it. I'm bad fucking news.

life hurts too much.

I am just tearing myself apart. It keeps getting worse and worse. I don't know how to stop it and i wonder how long it will go on before i just fuck everything up.

i hate when you heart speeds up and then it feels like lead is just bursting into your veins and you get so so heavy...

College, Fuck you. Whoever i am now, fuck you. That is all.

i got really drunk at a house party where a guy played naked. I ran out of cigarettes not even two hour in. I got there at 8 ish and left around 2. I walked more than thirty seven blocks from bloomfield to down town pittsburgh. Now it is 3:35 in the morning...i just got back and was hung over for the last half hour of the trip...Heres to college.

so you try to talk to someone and they are just..a straight guy.....point proven

to eleborate ...emotionless dicks that show no sign of friendship or value for you as a person or your opinions....right now pissed even though i might just be overthinking...but then again i have never been good with interaction with straight men and hence have never had any good friends that are straigh males.....fuck....just felt like saying it

fucking straights(male)......all fucking assholes