thursday. 8.02 ( Read more... )

i was cleaning this ladys wood furniture today with lemon oil . this really nice lady ( Read more... )

sometimes i think about all the boys that i should have slept with.

matthew went to springfield for danny's birthday party. i could not go because of my last shift at sanrio tonight. so naturally left to my own devices, i cut my hair off. aaand........done.

i got my new tattoo today. i am very happy with it. black and red virgin mary with roses. pretty pretty. i love religious icons despite my not believing in them. mother mary. its for my grandma. that loss still hurts. still wrecks me. i wish i was better when she was here. i wish she could have met my matthew. he is the only boy i have had a ( Read more... )

the warm air feels good on your skin ( Read more... )

my plans to write on a more regular basis have not come to fruition. my new idea is to write once a week, to recap the previous days. so, i will start the weekend before last ( Read more... )

i just want to take matthew, brian, danny, and my puppy and go live on a goat farm, or a fortified compound somewhere.it has become very clear to me that no one else is worth knowing.

matthew just went out the back door holding a bible, and lighter fluid.
lets see how long my anxiety builds before i go looking for him.

saint louis feels great right now, but i am looking forward to leaving it for a couple of days. friday brings danny back to our doorstep, then up to chicago for the locust show.the boys are peeing their pants about the show, while i cant wait to go the the rotofugi store, and china town. yay! then back home on sundy for the seventh annual crunk for ( Read more... )