Don't use religion(or anything else) as a scapegoat from reality. This is not really aimed towards the masses, since I have a particular person in mind, but if the shoe fits.... feel free to put it on and stomp around. I understand that when bad things happen, the whole "God has a plan" comforts Christians into believing(to a certain degree) that ( Read more... )

I've been slacking when it comes to my lj lately(as well as my friend's pages--sorry, I am reading). Not because I don't have anything to say, but because I don't know how to say it. I've started many entries and have ended up only deleting them after reading the partial ....stuff. Bleh. I'm emotionally constipated or something ( Read more... )

my weekend was rather complex. not in instances or anything, but of my interpretation of it all, so i've had trouble with myself in putting it all in coherent thought. i finally gave that up and decided on general summaries all 'round ( Read more... )

the weekend has come again. this semester has really left me alot of time to sit around and do absolutely nothing--something which i have taken complete and full advantage of, i might add. this morning was the first time(this semester) that i felt the need to skip class for the day. considering i only have three hours of class, i couldn't justify ( Read more... )

today was unexpected. at the start of the weekend(being thursday), i was excited about the news that my roommate was going to houston to celebrate the chinese new year with her friends. it all went according to plan until friday hit. then i sort of went downhill. more than sort of. the reasons for that, i can't really say, but i do know that in the ( Read more... )

when i said that i wanted an easy semester, i never thought of the possibility that it might be too easy. while sitting in my theory of evolution class, i realized that my professor thinks that she is teaching to a group of prepubescent middle schoolers with shit for brains. at first i listened patiently while she asked inane questions and ( Read more... )

i feel like i try too hard at this thing. in the end it all backfires and i end up with some nonsensical journal entry that vaguely resembles the scrawls of a....blithering idiot. i've been reading random people's journals. it always fills me with an absurd feeling--hope. if i find someone whose words that i find intriguing in some way, somehow, i ( Read more... )

My brother is on his way to pick me up so we can both traverse home to visit my parents....again. Well, again for me. I was surprised when my mom suggested the whole thing. Normally whenever I have a break coming up she tells me not to come home. 'Stay there, stay there.' are her usual words. So either I'm missing something or she finally sees me ( Read more... )

Being back from Florida feels strange. Just when I started to get used to waking up next to Justin every morning, I had to come back to Texas. It figures things would work out that way. But no real complaints. I had a wonderful time and am glad that things turned out how they did. Mostly. We didn't get around to as many things as we thought we ( Read more... )

i took the first step. do i really know if it was the right thing to do? no, but i suppose i'll find out along the way like i normally do. we're not speaking to each other again until i am to go to florida--the 19th of december. that's the plan anyway--my plan, that is. there's so many bad feelings between the both of us, i'm not sure how we're ( Read more... )