Just got back from DC sang at the Jefferson Memorial. That was alot of fun Senior trip was awesome going what water rafting agian this summer cant wait. Seniors last week of classes!!! I dont really have finals its all projects go me! I have to sing at the memorial day parades in Alton and Barnstead then work 1-9 whoa! not fun. I have been non stop ( Read more... )

Just waiting to hear from UNH and Wheelock I just want to get into a school. I stayed home today from school probably not the best idea but I just didn't feel like going and I am intitled to a dy off here and there even though I leave for LIP in 3 days whatever. I cleaned my room and did laundry all day it may not sound like fun but it was relaxing ( Read more... )

Well I applied to UNH go me at least I have that to fall on. I love Josh so much and I know someday we will get married I don't care what people say. Life is ok. I don't stay at home long enough to find out anything I just don't care anymore about it. I am over it. Love Art class always makes me feel better even when it frustrates me. I discovered ( Read more... )

What can I say it's life.

So I made a bad decision this morning I am not going to say what I don't want people mad at me. I think I should be allowed to make mistakes too. Everyone else gets too. I think I am bi polar I mean its one moment LOOK at me Im happy the nest dont you fucking dare look at me I will rip your head off... Man am I fucked up or what? or maybe i am just ( Read more... )

Omg Grease was amazing last night! Openinning night kicked ass we did amazing I am so pissed I waited so long to get on stage!!! I loved it I just can't believe how fun it is!! I am Patty Simcox and i am the biggest ditz but I love being caught up in someone else's life. Only problem, Sandy and Patty get in a fight and Sandy is supposto punch me in ( Read more... )

It's funny how writting helps a lot of problems, I wish I had the courage to talk about things. I am such a wimp but yet I sit here spilling my feelings on a machine. I am so miserable these days I can't stand myself and no one can stand me. Things are all screwed up and there isnt anything I can do about it. Mom said I can stay home tomorrow from ( Read more... )

So this is the first time in quit sometime that I have updated. This year is going well, I really wish it was June but it's going to fly by. So why wish it away. I am applying for early admission to Wheelock Good luck to me. I am nervous though. I take the SAT's again next Saturday. I am training to be a shift-manager at work thats going ok. School ( Read more... )

Well Friday was our first day of school...yea school seniors...oh man. I am running for Senior class president. Fun yes I know. I am trying out for Grease on the 7th Keeping my fingers crossed I am in chorus what the hell am I doing there! Other then that working like crazy major hours and not a whole lot of time to do anything. I need to clean my ( Read more... )

Major update time. WEll I am done with youth mapping thank god! I went to the ocean with my family that was fun got a sunburn better tan and not peel or I will be so mad! I have been running again everyday hopefully I can keep it up. um I am going to canobie lake park thursday with josh,heather and my family hopefully that will be fun. Went to the ( Read more... )