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Randomness, but i saw it coming from the beginning
I confess to myself that I have not been happy. Dealing with death, tragedy, sickness, the unknown have been a constant cycle in my life for the past 2 years. I have made some decision, most smart, some totally wrong, but all were made by me. I sometimes wonder how life would hade turned out if I went to L.A. Canada, heck; even Chicago. My ( Read more... ) -
He doesn't like you, and Never will, so get over it!!!
I found myself saying that to a sincere friend last week. I couldnt believe it myself, given the current state of my love life, but alas, there you have it ( Read more... ) -
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So life has had its highs and lows recently. I had a job interview in NYC, I finally confessed my love to an old friend, I saw an opera at the MET, I recently submitted my resignation... yes again!!!, and I'm having surgery in late January. All these events have seemed to change me of the last few months. I think for the better. I finally said Fuck ( Read more... ) -
...and miles to go before I sleep
... well that's what it feels like. Life is different right now. I'm not too sure if its a good different or a bad one. Working at New Lifestyles is going ok. My last day was supposed to be this past Wednesday, but I was brought into a meeting and after a lengthy discussion, I reconsidered. This decision didn't come to me easily... -
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I am exhausted. Still commuting, still in love, yet still lonely. Not much has changed... -
(Not too) much going on.
(Not too) much going on. I am making every attemp to stay here in Winchester. I just can't stand DC anymore ( Read more... ) -
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Well, shot down again ( Read more... ) -
Uhmm...
Well, its been forever!!! and yet I'm writing with a heavy heart ( Read more... ) -
Not about to write a long entry about this weekend...
...Cause I really got home from the club at 6:30am ( Read more... )