I feel really shitty right now. I dont feel like typing so im just going to make a list of whats on my mind ( Read more... )

I can't sleep...ermm and if anyone reads this and has a myspace. go add me :-D


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I'm talking to my hershy boy on the phone...
he's so sweet :-D
and i think he still likes me
idk
im not gynxing it

i have a cold-sore and I dont feel good ( Read more... )

I feel distressed right now. I don't even know if I used that word right. Yeah this journal thing is pretty much just for me to vent shit and stuff so I'm glad that no one reads this. I feel scared and volnaruble right now. I feel like I'm loosing everything. I'm loosing my friends, my family, my control, my life...I don't know. It feels like I'm ( Read more... )

I'm getting pulled under ( Read more... )

Mmmm i'm happy :-D. It was a very nice evening tonight. Hersh and I went to this parking garage thing and I had death cab for cutie playing threw my speakers. We just leaned over the top of the parking garage and talked for like 3 hours. We watched the day turn into night. We watched the city go to sleep. It was really beautiful. I think I like him ( Read more... )

I want to hold someones hand. I want someone to hold me in there arms and feel there warmth against mine ( Read more... )

For some reason I feel really fat right now...hmm. maybe its because I'm watching Halloween 5 and I'm eating like a horse because its freaking me out. Oh man I would shit myself if Mike Myers just popped up in my house ( Read more... )

boy...why are you confusing me. Stop telling me those three words. I can't bring myself to tell you those words. If I did it would be a lie. I don't want to hurt you, but I don't want to lie to you either. I'm so confused. Why does this have to be difficult.....

Stuck on the edge.
I'm on my way back down.....