life's horrid little abomination called feelings. we all have them and yhet they are the most dispicable thing about us. if it weren't for these worthless little bastards we would be so much farther along then we are cureently.

The trials and tribulations of being a complete asshole. seems i bark up the same tree too many times. another relationship another soon to be break up. seems people don't change. I gave a relationship one last chance and well i fucked myself hard again. ya, so i am destined to be alone. why the fuck did i join the army. oh yeah, so i can be ( Read more... )

So here I sit in beautiful fucking Hawaii. Most all of you would kill to be in my shoes, yet I feel almost sick to my stomach by this little dismal paradise. Last week I went off and lost my wallet. Who really needs a wallet right? Not like a normal person would keep anything important in that little contraption, right? Well I decided I would ( Read more... )

home until sunday then i leave for my new home in hawaii!!! really sucks that army life is so hard. lol j/k of course... anywho have an awesome girlfriend again and looking at the iraq adventure come august. so... drop me a line sometime ya'll... 7755308316

an update of nothing really new. figured since i have my journal still i should let you all know what is not happening in my life. still don't talk to rox. bell can't seem to come to terms with life. danielle is still far away from anything that matters anymore in my life. mckenna has thrown my words to the wolves and still haunts my never ( Read more... )

haha.... joined the army. fun shit. so if any of you wish to talk to me before i leave you should hit me up.... peace

Life is simply draining out of my heart. Things are what they are. Nothing different but the color of the day and the shadows of the night...

camping shall be a good thing for me to do. going to big sur with allysha and then perhaps mckenna later in the week. just got home from fresno with farve. just was boring and uneventful as staying, just without the beer factor. fucking wish i had stayed home do to the fact that it fucking dumped in tahoe and i want to hit some virgin powder ( Read more... )

going to hollister this weekend. should be a blast. got drunk last saturday... piece of pie in my sky bitches... going camping with allysha during break... setting up the garage then too... just got mad bank back from napa for that fucking pussy clutch... sweet another beer. pieces folks

think i have met the most superficial chick ever. never knew you couldn't be friends with someone you fucked. gee how pathetic is that. being unable to be friends with someone of the opposite sex just because you had a fling. guess that explains the lack of guy friends. lol shame shame. some people just haven't figured their shit out yet. oh ( Read more... )