note: to all females:
i well no longer be a big brother. i will no longer be a friend. i will no longer be a tool. my angry fuels me and i no longer care for what happens in the furture... fuck emotions they are humans greatest weakness! life will live on no matter your choices:D ha ha ah

well i did not get the jail job that was going to get me out of my house. so what am i going to do now it just seems to be one disapointment after another i cant get girl friend i cant get a job that pays well, i cant get out my house, and i cant get out of my depression because there is no fucking good news all fuck negative. i cant talk to ( Read more... )

hmmmm... it is really hard to explain exactly what has happen in the last few days i dont know where i really stand with some my friends i dont understand how all this happened it seems that everyone one is pissed at someone i dont like what is going on. this is bullshit every why cant we just get along? why?? fuck this really sucks. the whole ( Read more... )

jesus !!!!! what the fuckm jesus there is a hippie try ing to talking to no sense i dont know drunkl.... so drunk donbt knbow what to do but scocxk people in thew nut ss and masterbated n th4e facre none sense noine sence

i has been such a long time since i have played music this guy at my work zach wants me to join his band which i am up for but i dont know that means i need to get a guitar and amp i only want a SG and there like 300$ mimum and thats a shitty one it suck damn money issuesmay be i will save up some tips or some thing

well i payed my fucking 400$ ticket! fucking camera... anyways thing have been pretty cool i went to a show last night fucking missing 23, in control, and ill repute. it was bad ass i love it. i got fucking beat up a little i got a little bit of a shiner and i got my cut open on the inside "you can swallow a pinted on blood before you throw up". i ( Read more... )

after watching the matrix reloaded really shown light on a new way i can looked at things action and reaction it makes prefect sense. the way i look at is the fact that people know what their actions are and they have a good idea of what is going to happen to what is most important to them but they are not always aware of all the SMALLER reactions ( Read more... )

well i found that missing check(40$) wahoo!! i sold my school books (144$) WAHOO!!! i work at both PACC and Carrows today(??? i dont wanna do the math) and i made a two dollars from my first tip!!! wahoo i not even server yet!! so my bank account will be very happy with me in a little bit. OH yeah my slip resistant shoes arrived and it turns out i ( Read more... )

Well how the fuck are you doing today? i dont really give a fuck HA! anyways i am done with college for the semester *gives the birdy to V.C.* it summer time time to make money get layed and fucking drink all kinds "fuck YEAH!!!" i cant wait tell fucking matriax comes out do you have your ticket! i do (wahoo) *sticks out tougue* well i have to got ( Read more... )

i decided that i was going to do one journal when i was drunk and let me telll you it is fucking hard type he he.... fuck it was bad ass going to the concert i got really drunk with pat and ryan it was bad ass. pat wants me to drink with him agian on tuesday i am going to, he said that he is going to get both of us layed i was like" fuck ya" so it ( Read more... )