Do you know what my biggest hurt is? Yung pinag palit mo ko sa mas bata. Multiple times.

Now my self esteem is in the trash bin.

Lord, I am still so deeply hurt. My heart is aching so bad. And it’s taking a toll on my relationship with other people. Please heal me.

I gave you all the freedom. But you just had to abuse that freedom and blame me and make me feel bad for what you’ve done.

Gago naman talaga oh.

Had the worst nightmare in my life. I woke up feeling really down with no one to talk to. And had to puke a few times bc of how bad I feel.

Still crying rn.

I just don’t want to be a burden anymore

Lord, I’m hurting. Please let me be happy again.

You really don't love me anymore

Now August 27 will be a sad memory every year

A lot of people are leaving me right now. This just proves that you cannot depend your happiness and stability on anyone. Lord, help me get through this.

2021 - I lost my mom forever. She passed away.
2024 - I lost my boyfriend of 10 years. We broke up.

2019-2024. I worked soooo hard for a company and in the process I lost both the love of my life, my anchors in this life.
I focused on the material things and in lost the most important things.