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I'm in such a weird mood all the time. I sleep for 10-12 hours a day, I don't feel like doing anything anymore, let alone school work. I'm trying so hard to meet new people, I'm always a third wheel when I hang out with my roommate and her boyfriend. I find it so hard to believe that Jake can move on so much faster and I can't believe it's still ( Read more... ) -
Long Time No Post!
I finally have internet ( Read more... ) -
So um...
Still don't have internet, the reason why my updates are lacking ( Read more... ) -
Long, long ago...
I lack internet, so it's been a while ( Read more... ) -
Xmas
Christmas was pretty good. I'm in South Carolina now, I'll be in Richmond for a day to move into my new apartment, and then it's back down here. I already want school to start. Dinner with extended family really isn't special anymore, in fact, it's just awkward, especially when your mom and dad are eating in front of each other. It's so forced ( Read more... ) -
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I've had better days.
Richmond is a hole.
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Lists
I'm a productive person, but not as productive as I ideally want to be. I kind of want a workaholic mentality, but without the addiction. I make lists for myself, and I seem to always let myself down because I can never reach all of the goals, or even a healthy slice of them. I recently tried making lists of things that I have accomplished. ( Read more... ) -
Sometimes, I'm just miserable, and the culprit is school.
I had two nervous breakdowns today. TWO!! My hormones probably had something to contribute to them too. My cycle is out of wack because I'm stressed, I've had three periods in 7 weeks...that equals to hormone overload...and I'm on low dose birth control that should be regulating it. But still...damn it. And I'm sure Jake is tired of me being ( Read more... ) -
This entry is about some art.
Jake showed me this picture today. It's so sad!! It's Ivan the Terrible embracing his only son that he killed by banging a scepter at his head...because his son told his dad that he hated that his stepmother is carrying a baby she had with a palace guard. That's what Jake told me. Man, I want to learn more about Russia and I wish Russian art ( Read more... ) -
whatever, I don't care anymore
I'm fucking sick of being blown off by people.
