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hilaweenie

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Aug 29, 2006 07:51

Hey everyone, I hope your listening. Im back. For real this time. really. I know some things have been said about me and you probably all hate me. but i dont have anybody else to talk to. I thought I would catch all of you up. So here I go. I know Sarah told people that I do drugs. I dont do drugs any more. Not at all this year. No Weed, no extacy ( Read more... )

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itssaragh August 29 2006, 20:09:09 UTC

I told other people, namely my best friends at the time, that you were doing drugs, because you were. I was insulted that someone in my family could be so irresponsible. Most of all, though, I was mad at Katie for bringing those things to you, when you have two children to take care of. Even if you were outside and they were in, what happens when one of them wakes up? It's not about you, you can do what ever the hell you want, but it can't affect or even possibly affect your kids.

As for the Jeston thing, I said that because you were already withholding information from me by not saying that Katie was coming until we were parking. I am insulted by that, I would have prefered some warning that the person that has managed to upset most of the people I know, destroy friendships, and turn from good person to white trash all because of one worthless man that is apparently worth more than all of us.

itssaragh August 29 2006, 20:09:37 UTC

oh and you should have come to magoo's that would have been fun.

hilaweenie August 30 2006, 18:52:25 UTC

I should have. I had to bring K-Shoe to the ER. We should go out sometime this week.

itssaragh August 30 2006, 19:18:24 UTC

k, I work til 10:30 tonight and 9:30 tomorrow, and I don't really know my schedule after that, but I'll call when I get an idea.

hilaweenie August 31 2006, 18:36:39 UTC

Cool

hilaweenie August 30 2006, 18:50:58 UTC

I truthfully can tell you that it was not Katie that made me do drugs, I smoked with jeston, or other friends, or by myself. She was the one who encouraged me to stop, because all it was doing was sucking away my life. I didnt realize it would be an issue having Katie at the party, she loves Alex and it was all party all about him. Katie is not white trash, I am, she is still a good person who needs help. Dont give up on her.

ilikebiting September 4 2006, 02:31:32 UTC

hilare you shouln't feel like you have to apologize for the mistakes you made. They are mistakes in life and everyone makes them. The only person you should apologize to is yourself because you are truly the one who was hurt by it all. That is how we learn and grow as people. If people can not accept that you are now a different person then they are people that you do not need around you. You have lived a little more and learned more life lessons and you will change more dont let the fear of people taking away their love change that or you. I love you Hilare Jane and that will never stop. I love who you are who you were and who you will be.

hilaweenie September 4 2006, 19:52:29 UTC

Thanks K-Shoe. I love you too.