I am scared, everyday the baby is closer and closer. I don't feel prepared at all. i have the crib and everything i could need in the first few months maybe even more but i still feel un prepared and not ready yet. four weeks to go, well 30 days that is. Jeston keeps telling me that i am going to be just fine and no one ever feels really ready ( Read more... )

I have been working at Verizon now for over a month and i am keeping really busy. I have a stubborn baby in my belly and he/she does not want to show. SO after a few disapointing ultrasounds we have decided to just wait now. Well and the doctor will not authorize anymore. I still don't really look pregnant, just fat. I never thought at almost ( Read more... )

So i am sure some of you know now because i have told you and now everyone else will know. I am PREGNANT! My due date was once my birthday and now it has been pushed up to January 6th. This coming tues. i find out whether it is a boy or a girl. The heart beat is 140 and the doctors told me that most of the time boys have lower heart beats and ( Read more... )

So i was taking this walk and i fell off the face of the earth. I took a while for me to find my way back but here i am. I have a new email address so when i finally decided to check my old one, there was a msg from my myspace from margo. You helped me find my way back. I thank you for that. Katherine i miss you so much and i am not sure what ( Read more... )

1. Booshie
Something that is over the top, too rich, too extravagant, or just yuppie.

Can also be used for a person who's all about money.
Man, this club is so boozhee, lets get the fuck out.

He used to kick it with us all the time, but now he's boozhee.

1. chicken head ( Read more... )

*G'd* up from tha *feet* up

when a fine girl or fine guy is well "put together", or is wearing an outfit that looks good on them and matches perfectly.

"Damn Brooke, did you see that fine ass dude?! He was G'd up from tha feet up fah sho!"

So just when i think things are getting better and i actually say something out loud about it things hit the shitter. Jeston informed me that he thinks we should just be friends now because of something i did last night. But no one will even tell me what i did wrong if there even is anything. Sometimes i swear he is just testing me to see if i ( Read more... )

So am i the cake or am i the eating it too part? Jeston's and my relationship has gotten really strange lately. I now know hat is the truth about Ericka and what she knows about me. All of a sudden all of Jeston's friends know we are together and so does his brother. and when i asked him when i was going to be informed that i was his girl he ( Read more... )

life seems to be getting better, well no really but i am learning to cope with things better i guess. Sarah and I are back together so for those of you who were worried our relationship was doomed you were wrong and it is all ok now. We can move on and have babies together now and grow old together and i mean.......just be good friends for life ( Read more... )