Aaaargh!! Sometimes I wish I was one of those people who could just tell others to shut the f*ck up and get over themselves. But, at the same time, I shouldn't let such things get to me. Over the past couple of months I've had it drilled into me that we and we alone are responsible for how we feel. That seemed a rather odd concept at first, as it's ( Read more... )

There are times in life when you realise that someone who used to care just doesn't care anymore. That's quite a painful realisation but, in the spirit of my slowly-growing self confidence, screw 'em. I would much rather spend my life caring about the people who do care about me, rather than wasting precious time and energy on those who don't ( Read more... )

The reason I started going to the Priory was to get better, obviously. The problem is, now that I'm starting to feel a bit better, I'm realising that at some point I'll have to leave, and I really don't want to! I'm even missing being there today (and that's not just because I'm missing an opportunity to make a fool of myself in front of Tom!). ( Read more... )

This was posted on the "wurds" community, and just thought I'd post it here:

Because he believes in himself
he doesn't try to convince others
Because he is content with himself
he doesn't need others' approval
Because he accepts himself
the whole world accepts himToday's mood is actually pretty good. I'm about to go pick up a curry takeaway which ( Read more... )

Today, I learnt a valuable lesson in just how tricksy the human mind can be. There was a guy in both my sessions today (those being CBT Skills and Psychodrama) who is clearly in a very bad way. He's extremely depressed, convinced that he is unlikeable and unlovable, will never be able to maintain a decent relationship, and very lonely for various ( Read more... )

Grrrr. *Slap*. And, in fact, *slap ( Read more... )

I spent much of today clearing space in my room at Mum & Dads (I'll be moving back there at the end of September, before looking for a place of my own to buy - eek! - in the new year). I found so many things that I'd completely forgotten about / didn't even know I owned. The cast from when I broke my arm when I was three, for example (it was so ( Read more... )

Yesterday at lunch I sat on the table next to Pete Doherty. I think he was eating quiche, but I couldn't get a good look. Rock 'n' f*ckin' roll baby.

Well hello there. Long time no update, I think. I shall now attempt to rectify that, and not bore people too much in the process!

Today, parttimegoddess and I got back from the Secret Garden Party, a rather special (and Secret, obviously), festival near Huntingdon. It was my first "proper"* festival, and also the first time I’ve been camping (of the sleeping in ( Read more... )

Wow, almost a month since I updated. Watch this space until some time next week, when I shall attempt to compose a rather more detailed entry!

In the meantime I shall leave you with this: aaaaaaaarghswpoef98kenkj*&^^$£BKJBkjbb*^&%$^%JHbjh976***SMASH***. Some things just never change...