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Its raining in Tokyo
...on Tuesdays. Its raining most of the times I go to teach. Got a parcel from Brighton today. Tristan is lecturing me for not going out and meeting "nice boys". Ha ha ha...ha! As if I have time or money, plus I haven't met anybody for, literally, years. People tend to bore the hell out of me these days. At least I dont feel lonely because its ( Read more... ) -
Men in my life...
are in one of these categories: hundreds of miles away, married, with girlfriends, gay, think they are gay, jerks and/or just stupid people in general, can't hold their liquor.
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Another class on web design...
The Weather is crap ( Read more... ) -
Need help...need lasertag!
So I stayed up late yesterday night (again!!! ugh) after spending better half of the day at Dana's place. She made amazing (I love this word) mentaiko mushroom spaghetti (very wafuu)! Watched a very funny light movie when I came back around midnight (nothing serious, but that s my bed time!!!). Couldnt fall asleep with all the light excitement ( Read more... ) -
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話す。。。毎日話す。自分のことばっかり。。。なにがいい、なにがだめ、なにがほしい、なにがほしくない。
毎日の習慣にしている。そして書く。ジャーナルに書くか、ここに書くか、マットさんへ書く。自分を整理する期間が始まった。
今は解決し始めないと絵を描けないね。
最近は良く子供の頃を思い出し、どこで、なにがあって、そしていつからこの何も言わない癖がでてきたを探している。
家族に話すと泣く。良く泣く。 -
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Just existing today seems to be an anormous problem. If I let go of my will for a second I ll most likely fade without a trace, the molecules of my body will turn free and fly away in all the directions like dust creating sort of a mist where I was standing just a second ago.
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Loneliness is like ice-cream.
Like eating ice-cream in winter it seems cold and inapropriate. But loneliness is just a natural state of being alone. In the summer heat ice-cream is well yearned for. It is not cold as ice but cool. What is the opposite of loneliness? Is it schizophrenia? When the mind is split in two, or when there are two minds in one head?
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