Oh my gosh it's been about a year since i've gotten on this thing but for some reason here i am.

It was fun to go back and read the things i said a year ago. <3

So i'm in ohio obviously. and have been since june 29th.

I hate it & we'll leave it there.

So last time i updated i wasn't with my wonderful boyfriend that i'm with now.

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Wow it's been awhile and I don't even remember where I left off in my last entry but I got my computer working agian, well more like my dad got it working again.

Don't know where to start and what to end with so we just won't start at all and then I won't have to worry about the ending.

the last entry isn't about who you think it's about. everyone thinks it's them but it's not. but maybe it's better that they think that... rather than the truth...?

everytime i turn around i fall in love and my heart is breaking down.

Exams are finally over.

Steph and Brittney came over after school friday. Man I always have crazy times with them.

Ahh mexicans run like a zeebra!!!

Brittney ate some bush. Steph had human and I had the meat.

What's in your chinese food. Brittney Ann if you don't shut up! lol

Food Lion does walk-throughs??

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Gosh so much has happened.

First I got accepted to barbizon modeling school. awesome right? yeah i thought so too until my dad found out that it's a total scam- or at least that's what i've been hearing from a bunch of people. I'm desperate to find someone who says differently becasue i really want to do this. I think it'd be amazing to try. wish ( Read more... )

So the other computer that i'm normally on is broken and i haven't been on in awhile.

don't know where i left off but i don't really care either.

we had a snow day and it was a nice relax day and cassie came and saw me <3

pray for snow for tomorrow too i would so love for the swim meet to be canceled..

please please please

everything is just coming at me at once. I don't know what to do to handle it.

I love you guys but I really don't want to talk about it please and if you do know what's going on please don't go telling the world.

I could really use something good right now because the bad is starting out weigh the good. : [

swim meet today. we can win ( Read more... )

I don't even know what i've been doing the past couple days.

sleeping when i can. working. swimming. and school. that's pretty much my life these days.

I'd tell you how I felt about you but lately you've been acting alittle distant.

And there's also this little matter called my best friend's feelings...

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So it's been awhile since i've updated this thing.

Friday went out with the girls at hit up the skating rink. haha it was just like old times. I loved it <3

Saturday went to the swim meet all day. 13 and half hours of swimming. tears and drama and my best friends what would I do without them?

sunday is a chill day and that's it.

Swimming absolutely sucks!

the end.