I'm going to write everything I hate ( Read more... )

I've been working on my stress. It's such a debilitating thing. I talked to Mark about it a lot. He is nothing like a conventional therapist. I like him a lot though, he always remembers things I tell him, and I don't mind that he writes things down, it shows me that he wants to remember, that I am an important patient.

I feel like I'm a ball of ( Read more... )

There are so many things that I need to talk about, and get off of my chest but I don't know how to start in a coherent manner. I'm just going to start talking instead of trying to make sense ( Read more... )

There are so many things I could write right now.

Right now I am going to write about how I have found new meaning.

I've never felt more refreshed than this past weekend, spending time with my real friends. I realized that I'm not alone, and that people love me. People who don't have to love me, but love me nonetheless. I feel more fulfilled than I ( Read more... )

So... It's been years. I need to think though so I'm going to start again.

Everything is pretty weird right now. I feel like I am growing up so fast but I likeit alot, it's just my pace. I started my new job today at the Hartford and it is gonna be a really long job. Its just sitting at a desk all summer, but at least everyone is really nice. umm I don't know what to say, that's a letdown

Im so bored right now, I am waiting for Brett to call me back so we can do something. I am excited I get to go to Ball and it's awesome that I got a really nice date too! Uh yeah, so today I went to school to visit H and Tina and I got to see Darren, which was nice but I didn't see any one else really except for Serena. I cleaned my shoe hamper too ( Read more... )

I just got my bike back today, I can't wait until tomorrow when I can go for a bike ride because I am getting out at 12:00. There is no way anyone is getting me to sit through a Lenten prayer service *eck*. I took Cody to the physical therapist today, it was nice to get out of the house. I can't believe how fast this year is flying by. I only have ( Read more... )

Yesterday was fun, we always had something to do, it was so much better than sitting around. We stole a sign, we went on a walk, we played scattergories, ate fruit, went to CVS... you know, you know. I got a good night's sleep last night, hopefully I get some more during the school week. I am excited because we only have three days of school this ( Read more... )

I am not feeling as great as I did when I got out of the program but I am functioning alot better.  I am really enjoying my time with Darren. He has really helped me move on and start doing things for myself for once. I am surprised that I am with him though, he is not the type that I would have looked for. It's fitting though, and he makes me ( Read more... )