Well today was awful, well today after i got home was awful. It was one of those story book Hillary's life sucks awful times but you know what? my life doesn't suck... it was worth a few tears and now a happiness list ( Read more... )

Soap with money in it ( Read more... )

happiness ( Read more... )

 [22:19] couchguy101: hey
[22:19] couchguy101: whats up?
[22:19] ralfyfanno1: long story short
[22:19] ralfyfanno1: i get online n ems like phil needs to talk to you
[22:19] ralfyfanno1: so he ims me
[22:20] ralfyfanno1: n is like call stacy i cant get ahold of her n she is threatening suicide
[22:20] ralfyfanno1: so i call her cell doesnt pick up
[22:20 ( Read more... )

[21:49] couchguy101: hey
[21:49] ralfyfanno1: hey OMG
[21:50] ralfyfanno1: I got a hamster and I named it Ralphie!!!!
[21:50] ralfyfanno1: its so cute
[21:50] ralfyfanno1: i dunno if you remember but its the little black one i showed you
[21:50] couchguy101: i came to a sobering conclusion the other day after our talk
[21:50] couchguy101: yeah i remeber
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Hillary Lisowski
Sunday, May 01, 2005

~Credo~
            In Christianity there are three prevalent supreme beings that guide the way for people in the Protestant faith. The first is God, the second is Jesus, and the third is the Holy Spirit. Through confirmation I have come to understand my beliefs in each of these areas and how I am related to each ( Read more... )

Hillary Lisowksi
Period 5
January 18, 2005
Heads Up
I use to be an extremely materialistic person; all I cared about was what other people thought of outward appearances as well as the front people put up. I never even thought how little people really cared about what I did or how I acted. I didn’t notice that what matters most is how good you feel ( Read more... )

I figure I should save this before I throw it away:

when I was at HUH after Sophomore year we all wrote letters to ourselves. I just got mine in the mail.

"This year has been rough, but you know what? I have learned so much. Mostly from my mistakes, but I can't feel that all the pain and sadness and anger hasn't taught me something. This year I have ( Read more... )

Happiness-

-Radical Acceptance
-Crazy people that you find sincerely amusing
-having a puppy to snuggle up with you while you study
-Watching Abraham last night and enjoying it
-changing the station in time to hear that song played
-that pot coming out nicely in ceramics
-your physics teacher's funny accent
-someone being discharged
-realizing that this ( Read more... )

feeling a whole lot better since the dose went up...

feeling Happy

I forgot what this was like :)

Happiness-

a therapist who knows that your dad is crazy
sketched flowers
the right to fail a civics test (or two)
doing amazing in physics
pretty hallways of christmas-ness
planning your first NY trip with your family
sorting things out
pork fried rice
sleeping ( Read more... )