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my computer is messed up! ....ahh i love Ny. many guidos....I am noticing a "trend" among the young guido....things have changed since the buffalino, white sweat suits and gold chain days of my youth. The boys here sport a hair-do kind of like the old stiff-stuff spike of the 80's only with a twist. The spikes start out lower, so the guidos sport ( Read more... )

I’m a walrus. Ok I think I need to get on some sort of methadone program or something serious....this lj is addicting......I’ve been without a computer for weeks now...and its killing me.......anyway an update for the three people who read this......living in Ny will be great once I have walls...it’s a slow progress. My gf and I are really doing ( Read more... )

In life I have learned one thing so far....pretty much everything I fear has already happened...which is true....the murder in my house, that....happened already...i sensed it like it was approaching, but it was long gone, blood stains bleached, new carpet covering way before I came onto the scene. The tragedy lingered in my family, the secrets and ( Read more... )

this is what I wrote.......I'm not really sure how this stuff goes. I think simple is fine with me. Now that this ignatius thing has happened to me and to the extreme of it all, I think its better to just give minimal info. not that anyone here is a freak, but who knows if he has a friend here....I'd really like my personal info pretty low key now ( Read more... )

ok, as if my mind and nerves aren't tweeked out enough.....here we go again. I have been getting strange hangups.....voice mails since my stalker was fired.......and today I get in to a nice long (20 min) message from the jerk. In the message he told me that I needed help since I never approached him about my feelings for him.....that I made him ( Read more... )

I feel sick. I can write about day to day trivial bullshit without a problem....but when it comes to how I am feeling....I'm mute. How do you take someone telling you to call the hospital so they can put the phone to his ear while you say goodbye? My usual denial mode that has kept me going these past couple of weeks is not working, and here I am ( Read more... )

Supreme Judicial Court rules civil unions aren't enough, same-sex couples entitled to marriage ( Read more... )

7th Street Wonderland
the sky was full with a gray winter light
and each freezing degree made its target that night
and the pulse of the snow was the pulse of twighlight
the pulse of the snow was the pulse of diamonds
and you wear it in your hair like a constellation
and we both swear by the size of that moon that
the sky will sink tonight

till i get my gift.!