Amazing...

Why do I always screw everything up?...

I feel like my old friends hate me. I feel so distant from everyone. It's depressing. I come back and I have no one to turn to. Aaron's never around. I miss him so much, he was really great to talk to. I dunno..I think I'm having one of those times where I'm just in a bad mood and I'm looking at all the bad things in my life. I'm probably making it ( Read more... )

Agent Cody Banks premiered yesterday, yay! I wasn't able to sneak in a check out how the audience liked it, but that's okay. I'll try later on this week or something. Aaron was finally online, but I missed him! It's just my luck. Grr...hmm, what else is new? Nothing much. I've been so busy lately, I haven't been around. I'm online now though. IM me ( Read more... )

*sigh* Aaron's not around; I'm so bored. What does one do when one is bored? NOTHING. Geez, I need something to do, someplace to go..Anyone free and wanna hang out?! Comment/Call/IM me PLEASE! I'm desperate, can't you see??

Hil

I did 80 interviews yesterday. 80!! Well, they were only 5 minutes long, but that's 400 minutes of interviews. That's 6 hours..a little more, but roughly 6. Wow, I'm getting so busy. I guess this is what its like, huh? It's kinda stressful. I decided to attempt to take a little break, just get some time to relax. I'm gonna go hang out with my ( Read more... )

Life is so boring. I filmed part of my music video today. Heights, scary. :-) I think I'm over the whole Adam thing. There's not use in waiting for something that will never happen. I just have to move on and wait for that special guy. He could come tomorrow, next week, next year, or never, but there's no use in wasting my life on someone who doesn ( Read more... )

I need to rant. I've been thinking about what happened last night. I know i'm only 15 years old. I know I'm young. But still, that isn't stopping me. I want to be with him..so much. I had been itching to tell him since I first talked to him, but I was too afraid. Too afraid that he wouldn't feel the same, but when he said he liked me too, I was so ( Read more... )

ugh..I hate guys. I hate them. Yes, I took a risk. I told him and he said he liked me and then he just..didn't want me to get involved with his life. So..I just have to act like I don't like him. Just pretend I never said anything. Like I said..I suck at relationships...

Hil

Me and Adam started a club..the WSAD. We Suck At Dating. Because..well..we do. I hate being lonely..it really sucks, but I guess I'll get used to it. Normally I'd tell who I liked, that I like him, but..I don't want to risk things. And there's also that little detail of me not having good relationships. Remember: WSAD. Anyways, I'm still doing some ( Read more... )