I wish you were still here...I know if you were things would be so much better...I miss you...

It brings out the worst in me
When you're not around
I miss the sound of your voice
The silence seems so loud
'Cause there's no one else
Since I found you
I know it's been so hard
You should know

If I die tomorrow
As the minutes fade away
I can't remember
Have I said all I can say?
You're my everything
You make me feel so alive
If I die tomorrow

Well, I've been pretty emo lately...The only people that actually make me smile haven't been around for me to hang out with, and the one person that can always make me smile i can't talk to because i never know what to say. it fucking sucks. i hate being like this. i hate trying to cover shit up and look happy. all it does is make it worse. I ( Read more... )

Today was pretty fun. went to front beach with justin, aaron, erin, and erica. it was cool. later christine showed up...i am so sun burnt now. it sucks but oh well, ill live...went at about 12 or so and got back at like 6. erin ended up leaving at liek 2 or something to eat and never came back...its cool though cause we still had fun after she ( Read more... )

Well, today was ok I guess. Chilled at the house all day long. Just relaxed and watched T.V. Worked out a little bit. Tomorrow I start my new job. It should be fun. The guy says that its a really laid back job and there arent any uniforms or anything and I get my own computer to work on. They went out and got a computer and a new desk and ( Read more... )

Well, its been about forever since ive updated this thing. I still check what my friends update but not too much happens for me to update about...Ummm this weekend was alright...got drunk as hell friday night with Craig and Gary. We drank half of the huge bottles of R&R in a bout an hour at the most...It was about a liter and a half between the ( Read more... )

Well, I never really update anymore. No one ever comments. Ummm, I'm sick. The past couple weekends I've been getting hotel rooms for free. Ive been getting rooms with jacuzzis that run for 130 a night for free. Its pretty cool. Chilled with a bunch of people I havent seen in a while on Friday night. Saw Brian, who I used to work with and we ( Read more... )

It figures id be off of work on a day like this...Its raining again but all of you know that...Officially gives me nothing to do. I cant even put my other hood for my car on that i have finished and planned to put on today...Oh well I guess I will get over it...leave a comment if you want to. peace...