What a shite Easter

[him_poisongirl]

What a shite easter. My grandparents came up for dinner. I couldnt even sit in the dining room with them :( I tried, I did. It was just so hard to face them. I just ate what I managed of my dinner in my room where I have spent the whole day :( its all too much. Wee Emma made me a really sweet wee pic of the Bo :) it made me smile deep inside but

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[fireinthedisco1]

I wish I could help you! It's shite seeing you go through this. It wouldn't have mattered what happened whilst he was alive, things would probably have turned out the same. It's good that you're writing about it though, that can really help get it all out you. So I hope you keep well and I'll take a day or two off from the science park to come and visit this week :) I hope you are coping, I'm worried and thinking about you all the time xxxxxxx

[him_poisongirl]

I guess so. I didn't think it could be this hard :( Nothing can make it better, nothing. I just feels like this is it and nothing will ever change its going to be so hard to get through this :(