yeah so i come home in tears and no one says a thing. it's not even like most of my tears were about mal. most were because i really have no one. i have no one to love me and i know kobie would kill me but i really want someone to need me. i hate being here. i hate being at home. i hate being anywhere for a long period of time. maybe i'll just be a ( Read more... )

Ok so this entry is gonna get straight to the point. My computer was stolen, my car got dented, things got fucked up with Mal...again. and the first 2 outta 3 of those i had no control over. the third one, well, i had some. and i can't help it too much. i REALLY like the kid. and somehow i know if i keep going with it, i'm gonna get SO hurt, hell i ( Read more... )

Hmm, where should I start? Well I wrote about the big thing that happened Sunday night so I guess I'll take it from there. Well after that whole episode, I wake up at like ass crack of dawn in the morning...well actually I wokr up at like 2am after being passed out and I eventually stayed up til almost 6am playing snood and whatnot. Then I went ( Read more... )

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Haha, Oh, Teej.....hahaha

This week has been an incredibly shitty week and it's only Tuesday. First, sunday I went to work late and Ernie's been mad at me for like a month and he wouldn't tell me why and so I was like whatever, if you're not gonna tell me I'm not gonna worry about it, so fuck that. Then all of a sudden on sunday he walks by me in the chair and says, "I hate ( Read more... )

Ok so new news? Hmm well let's start with yestday...ok i don't remember ( Read more... )

The reason I put my mood as crushed is because 1.) of DJ and 2.) I just...Idk. I mean I sometimes just get quiet and depressed. Like tonight. I don't talk if I have nothing to say..or at least it's my excuse. And it sucks because I never wanna tell anyone what's wrong, usually because sometimes I don't know or can't really verbalize my feeling or ( Read more... )

I just read Kobie's journal and started thinking. It's amazingly odd how many things we have in common and how similar we are in current personality traits, yet how incredibly different our pasts are. I was thinking how two totally different people from totally different backgrounds, with different life experiences and family situations and such ( Read more... )

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