dear lord....

[hindenburg]

Why is it that life has to be so fucked up? Why can nothing ever go right? Why can't we all live life in peace, have a good job, live in one place, see all your friends? Well, I can't explain why things never work out to your advantage. This morning I wake up late technically for work although I was to be there at 10am, they decide after I leave

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[infinitrinity]

Wassup man

[hopeless_manet]

reading all that made me cry. i wish i could hug you and not let go. im so sorry for all the pain you feel.. i hate it when people tell me they know how i feel cuz they are not me.. they cant know exactly how i feel.. but i do to a certain extent.. if u go read some of my journals you will see.. ive said and asked so many of the things that you did... chris.. im so sorry cutie.. you deserve so much more then that.. i wish there was something i could say that would really make you feel better.. but i cant. saying things will be okay is bullshit. i dont believe it either.. ive heard it too many times and things have yet to be okay.. but i promise you.. if u need anything.. i will do my best to be there for you... cuz i know u would do the same for me. this morning you told me you were happy.. and it made me happy. i hope i can help you stay that way.. cuz if i heard or saw you cry.. i would too.. i wouldnt be able to handle seeing you so upset.. probably because im like that so much of the time. anyway.. im sitting here waiting for your

[hindenburg]

You mean the world to me.