Look who just posted in their journal in a year and a half... Something told me to come here and let out all the things that have been pent up in myself for these past hundreds of days... Many things have gone through my head and many things have happened in my life. My Mother has since lost her job due to companies laying off their employees. ( Read more... )

Hello everyone, I decided that its been too long since I've written on my livejournal that I may need to more often. Recently I've been only posting in my myspace( www.myspace.com/goyra )and not here. I am in college now and have been for a few weeks. Things seem to be going well and everything had looked okay. Recently I found out that my mothers ( Read more... )

someone who cares, someone whos honest, someone strong, he does nothing wrong. He's faithful, hes smart, hes got a heart, hes not afraid of anything. Why do you think hes not afraid? Could it be because hes suisidal? Or could it be courage? Maybe this man has realized that life is pointless. We all fight to stay alive but no one does. We all have ( Read more... )

why do people have to die? around my house?


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just wanted everyone to know that im alive and okay... just living life day to day now. got some papers finally from the whole workers comp shit and need to fill them out so i can get some compensation. thinking what i want to do with the rest of my life is slow but ive come to some thought. i really love cars and computers but i also have this ( Read more... )

things suck
back hurts
knee hurts
tumor found in hip
things suck
im broke
no joke

im out

Chris

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why is it that a mind like mine can really fuck with you to the point that you just want to start killing people? Sometimes you just want to be left alone yet these people still manage to find you and piss you off as if your day didnt suck enough fucking cock already. Dealing with my fucking back and my retarded knee wasn't enough stress as is, I ( Read more... )

yes yes, its been two whole months since Melinda and I have been going out. I can say it seems like so much longer but I know its just how close we are. I love you Melinda, and I always will. That is one thing you can count on! Life has been odd recently, been pissed sometimes but very happy others. Court if those bitches dont cancel again is this ( Read more... )

hello everyone. its been quite some time again. things have been great but some bumpiness. i've been doing my typical thinking about everything and everyone i encounter in my life. i can tell that some people who are portraying of being my friends may really be out to get me. some people i explain this to take this the wrong way. i dont want to ( Read more... )