Well I'm back again with yet another post. It's been quite some time now but I've been busy with my new Girlfriend. She is so wonderful and cute, I can't even explain what she means to me. Someone so sweet and smart, her smile sets my heart racing in a instant. She is everything I could ever ask for in a girl. Things seem to be going well with her ( Read more... )

alright its been a bit since i've posted any shit. things are great i thank the lord and appreciate. seems i found a love again, my mom found a new boyfriend. things are so perfect and so right its fucking scary. I whisper quiet cause voices carry. Enough with the rhymes... I'm happy as you can tell, its been a bit since I've talked to really ( Read more... )

everyday i doubt it could get any better. today i was proven wrong yet again. i cant even write too much, someone made my day today. she is the wonderful special super girl. i will let you all know her name Melinda. I'm going to go sleep so im ready for a new day. I can't wait to see her again. I'm in love

i sit here tonight so happy. there are tears in my eyes, but there good for once. someone who can make someone so happy they get tears of joy. i dont remember ever having that, but it hits me now. i caught myself writing to her again but this time the letter is three times longer then the first. i thought to myself... have i ever written to anyone ( Read more... )

yea, im a bad boy... i got my girl in trouble like a dumbass. i want to ground myself because of it. i should have known better. i talked to her for 7 hours strait today. even at that point i can find myself wanting more. this is just on the phone. just think about how insane being in person it could be. she means the world to me, she can make me ( Read more... )

you are on my mind ( Read more... )

how i feel i dont know, its so new i cant begin to explain how euphoric it is. i feel like im on cloud nine. just holding her hand sends chills up my spine. i've never felt like this before and never felt like this for someone for sure. i may sometimes doubt myself or even what i have but with a single kiss she can reassure me that im wrong. she ( Read more... )

i thought at first this new year had been sucking..... boy i was so wrong. remember how ive been a lonley man for a good year and a half if not more.... well all bad things must come to an end. doesnt mean they wont come back but i never thought i could see myself so happy down here or even anywhere. well the new year started with my sister in law ( Read more... )

what a super day. i couldnt fall asleep till 6am. was awake from my brother calling over and over. he wants me to drive all the way out there to drop off some bullshit for a hurt worker. well, i did that went out of my way to organize it like im suposed to. Zach drove me down with my bike. well its been sitting around and was dusty so my brother ( Read more... )

do you ever wake up wishing you didn't? have that feeling like, why couldn't my house catch fire and kill me in my sleep. anything to get away from this fucking place. you ever wake up with no one there, knowing no one anywhere? all your friends are gone, no one to talk to if you need it? have all these thoughts in your head, but there hard to make ( Read more... )