well, 2 days ago i was getting pissed at my car. yea i shouldn't be driving but man i cant help it. i love to drive, weither its crusing around or going place to place. my car is a big part of my life, im a motorhead as they call it. right now being broke as shit cause of this whole work issue, i decided to be a creative being again and half ass ( Read more... )

This really sucks... I decide to try to do something active since I have a hard time moving around still. What a better idea then to clean up some of my room. I sit there throwing away all kinds of shit when I come accross a letter, one which I never thought I would see again, I thought I'd thrown it away, but no it still remains. Kinda scary that ( Read more... )

Today I get to get my surgery at about 7am. I can't sleep, I can't breath I'm losing my mind. What to do? I ate at 1am and not supposed to after 12 midnight. I'm upset the fact I spent about 14 hours to recover my Operating System and all my data. The fact I can't stop drinking, things are very crazy right now. I'm in a law suit and need surgery in ( Read more... )

I got word today that my idiot boss Keith who is the one which grabbed my ass and brushed it while walking by numberious times today, told another employee that I was gonna stay the whole day. Man aside the fact I'm about ready to punch him in the face next time he touches me but the assholes pompusity thinking hes just going to command me... Who ( Read more... )

Well, its been proven time and time again that my effort in the backroom and the front is turning heads. People dont understand how the hell this kid who was stuck in the office off his feet for a month or so and then stuck on the counter for about another month could have all this energy and potential. Well Roger(my boss) had been on vacation for ( Read more... )

this is sick shitz. things cant go right but i dont give a shit. thats great because it usually brings me down. the only thing that brought up my spirits was a email i got which very well may have been bullshit but i guess www.poetry.com selected my poem i posted for review from them in the top poems list of 2004. they told me that there are only ( Read more... )

man today was so funny, i was a bit pissed off finding out why my numbers look so bad. i wouldnt really care if it didnt reflect my image as a employee at ATC. two of my deals for the day i was keeping a close eye on, i found under someone elses number, someone who has a large inferiority complex. he tried to lie to me saying he wrote up the ( Read more... )

All I can say is wow. I'm so happy right now, I think partially to the fact I have my ephedrine back and I'm working back in full swing. I also checked my weight today and I lost yet another 6 pounds of fat, and replaced that with muscle. This new product I'm working with really works and I believe you can benefit from it. Search on "GOOGLE" for " ( Read more... )

I GIVE UP, PEOPLE DONT FUCKING LISTEN ANYMORE, NOR CAN THEY UNDERSTAND SIMPLE FUCKING ENGLISH! I DIDNT MEAN TO HURT ANYONE. IM SORRY I WAS FUCKING HONEST LIKE YOU WANTED ABOUT HOW I FELT ABOUT THINGS. MAYBE BECAUSE I WAS FUCKING HONEST AND YOU DIDNT WANT TO HEAR THE TRUTH YOU GOT UPSET AND WANTED IT TO BE TURNED ON ME. DONT FUCKING ASSUME YOU KNOW ( Read more... )

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