he thinks its okay to say no all the time, fine see what fucking happens. i can always find someone who does want me.

its 4:15 in the morning and i cant sleep. i'm watching this trippy ass movie about this teacher that slept with her 15 year old student and told another teacher about it, but the other teacher was a lesbian and told that she had done it so that the lady that slept with the kid would go to her and lover her and be her partner for the rest of their ( Read more... )

This feels so weird cause i havnt been on in so long ( Read more... )

I'm not ready to let go of her....
I dont ever want to be ready to let go...
Fuck i wish i wasnt a crying mess...
I feel guilty when someone makes me kind of smile, i shouldnt be even thinking about being happy right now.
I'm tired of people telling me im going to be okay,IM NOT!

i miss her

It sucks when you hear that the person you were so in love with is now in love with someone else.
break my heart all over again..
thanks alot.

*I seriously hate being on restriction! mother fucking shitiness ( Read more... )

So this is how i role aparently, i get drunk, hit on the guy that is the guy that likes me best friend, try and make the guy that likes me not like me anymore by being a BITCH and then think to myself, damn i need to get drunk right now so it will be okay for me to hit on him again
<3

When am i going to be good enough for you?
im good enough for you to spend all my money
im good enough for you to sleep with me
but im still not good anough for us to be together anymore...
WTF you fucking piece of shit!

I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE HIM!