feeling different

[hines]

well i was watching a movie with my mom and it was kinda sad like this girl her dad died and her mom was gettin re-married and i thought of my dad and itmaid me cry..and i havent cried in front of my mom about that kind of stuff i really dont think ever. cuz i didnt cry at his funeral and i dont useally cry infront of people. its not common and i

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[fuerst___]

dude. i love you. and you shouldnt dreed that your dads gone. be happy that you have a loving caring mom. she will always be there for you. through the rough and tough times. so dont be sad that your dads gone because you have so much to look forward to and losing your dad made you stronger and able to conqore much much more. dude i love you and dont be sad on christmas. you have all your friends there to guide you.
Much love
<3 Manda

[hines]

manda thanks so much i love u too ur makeing me cry :'(...and i know i have my mo to help me...and ill try not to be sad on chrismas..:0)
huGGs and kiSSes
RayChello

[thehighfivegirl]

=(
im sorrry.
it really isnt fair to you at all, you didnt do anything to deserve this, but it just happens to some people. its so dumb how life chooses people for things like this. but you and your family are so amazing and your so lucky to have your mom who is so wonderful to you. i know it will never replace a father... im sorry, i wish you didnt have to feel this way ever. =(

[oopsmistake]

i'm sorry rachel :( that is something extremely hard to go through i know. and holidays are the worst. christmas is always bittersweet for us too because we remember all the good times too, but it is really hard seeing everyone with their full family together. maybe it would help if you looked at pictures of him and you or something, so if you cant' remember the memories, at least you can still look at you two together.
i'm sure i didn't really help, but have a nice holiday :)

[sammywonder]

aww Rach I love you and if you ever need anything i'm always here!!

[jennefurr]

aw i love you rachipoo. and always remember that i am here for you alwayys. we have gone through a lot of stuff like that too and you just have to try to focus on the good things you have, because wishing for somethign that can never come will only make things worse, and make you bitter. i know how hard it can be and i know that saying it is okay to feel that way isnt much of a comfort right now but crying and letting emotions out really does help. and i agree with my sista ova heaa on everyhing, especially when she said to look at pictures of you guys or anything you have have that you may be able to reminisce with. i know this wont help, because not much can with things like this but i really believe that using things to remember him with will help you, and never try to shun or get rid of your feelings about this. remembering or looking back on happy times will make you appreciate the time you had with him, i think that when i was finally able to do that with my mom it made me feel soo much better. i think it will especially

[hines]

thanks soo much u guys... and i will look at pictures and im not going to hide my feelings ne more lol..and yes it did make sense jenny all u guys made me cry :'(..but now im happy :) lol im a loser...cant wait for nerywards
huGGs and kiSSes
Rachipoo