i guess it's just this time of year.. coming home.. cleaning my room. there are too many things to remember, and since i wont let myself remember them most of the time, when i DO let myself, they all rush at me too quickly to decipher any of them, not even as broken promises, let-downs, imperfections that were ignored [there were]. sometimes i ( Read more... )

Love is way different in college than in highschool.. not just being in love but loving someone, too. just for who they are and how long you've known them, etc. In highschool love is about innocence and experiencing things together and thinking that nothing will ever change, you're invincible and no one can touch you. Eden told me the other day ( Read more... )

i haven't updated this in a while.
there's nothing really to say, nothing really to look forward to.
i'm kinda very, very sick of west bloomfield and very, very tired from work.
but kt visited tonight and me and her and whalen played in the park on the swings, which was funn (:

>sigh< all of my friends are boys, i want some girl time. i need time ( Read more... )

last night i was undoing my hair in the mirror, and i glanced over to a huge card that's sitting on my desk right now. given the situation, what it said was pretty ironic if you take it literally. besides the fact that it was from the person sitting next to me.

soo i had a really good weekend and i haven't posted in a really long time so i figured i'd post some picas ( Read more... )

i just read an old lj entry. or actually, 3 lj entries in the same day ( Read more... )

picatures:
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so now i'm doing this thing where i go to sleep for a couple hours and then wake up again and can't go back to sleep. so yeah, this sucks ( Read more... )

so yeah. lately i think i'm going crazy. like really, i feel like i'm going to have an anxiety attack at any moment ( Read more... )

i hope everyone had a good first day back ( Read more... )