AH YOU GUYS!
I'm so sorry I havent been updating this journal.
Please add me on amaliasnightout because that is the journal I use now a days.
It isnt an ed journal but I love reading all of your journals!


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its been forever.
im sorry you guys.

second friday night in a row not drinking.
thats crazy brahhh.
this is a record for me.

i really needed some herb tonight and i gave my money to evan because she was going to buy a gram but then she didnt.

but i hung out with my boyfriends natalie and remy and here are some pictures of remy (my biff) and i.

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last night i was so freaked out from my panic attack i took like a zillion tests online to see what was wrong with me, including like 7 depression test. seven out of seven of those tests told me i had mild-severe depression and that i should consult a physiscian or whomever. i want to let my mom know. but i dont know if this is over dramatized. ive ( Read more... )

i danrumk alot sotnight.
i hokoed up wihth louis fot anty hours aot tr more ihtn the abtehtonn.
i gave heimh head.
he duingered me.
we kiseed. alot
alot.
alot.

it ws wondferfuil.
betsh ever.
but now i odnyt know if it wsn a drunekn hooiku or if he likied me lirj i liken him.

the end.

hm.
i love marc jacobs's ad campaign.
so thats where i got inspiration for this photo.
&&& i think this photo reflects everything i am feeling.


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