I guess I love and hate Valentines (since LJ asked me personally) not one or the other ( Read more... )

so im visiting L.A., megan to be exact. her place has a "warning: this site contains toxic substances know to the State of California to cause Cancer, birth defects..." yeah and I've awoken with blood in my nostrils each morning but i also know it's dry here right now ( Read more... )

Part of my room-reorganization was creating more hidden floor space to stack books and papers ( Read more... )

Hi all. I was sick for a week. Um. it turned me into a 4-hour sleeper. as in constantly dissatisfied from taking two 4 hour naps daily. even drinking didnt help ( Read more... )

HAHAHA so I do miss this little blog spot ( Read more... )

It is so beautiful in New York right now. Something like 21 inches of snow crashed Saturday night's parties... and its not all cold and windy... just serene ( Read more... )

Optimism,
At the edges of a
plant's tendrils.

Suppose they took
too many days rest.
Paralyzed and rested.

I close my eyes, too.
I don't remember
if i care about living.

lovers playing
covering their lust.

drinkers smoking,
lying to the guards.

possums prowling,
leaving a trail.

Give me a 20 year old to bust.
Send me a 30 year old to tease.
Lay down at fifteen,
he stops breathing.

I've stopped absolutely
Nothing.
I've gained from everyone
a big fat
Ozone layer.

-yours truly

To anyone else ( Read more... )

life is shifting before me
and other people pave out their way
in my path
so mine keeps changing

im trying to forget my frown
go with the flow.
unexpectedly, my fight
for freedom
has become flight

maybe ill find my way
by getting away