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Angry, Discouraged, Depressed, Blind... I don't expect to ruin your lives simply because I can't cope with my own emotional problems. Don't let me get you down because I'm having a bad day. Don't let me push you away and kick and scream because what I need most is for someone to tie me down and force me to take their sympathy. What I need most ( Read more... )

I tried updating twice last night, so in honor of the depressing event I will have a moment of silence. This will be a relativley short post. I felt odd again today, on the verge of tears. I, in fact, did shed a few in fifth period. No one seemed to care. I hold a vast amount of self pity and self hatred for my weakness right now. Last time I ( Read more... )

Ah. My head itches. I guess the best way to cure that would be to scratch it. Wonder of wonders.In my head- Well, I really don't know where to start. Nothing much happened today. I did like my outfit, but only because it looks good on the opposite sex. Too bad, maybe next time. I'm tired, I think I'll take a nap soon ( Read more... )

Ah, it seems the journal has a new look... Now if I can just change the opacity and move it over to the left... In my mind- I'm so extremely bored. Introduction to Business can either be an awe-inspiring learning expirience or a complete waste of time. I hate the fact that I'm grouped with the rest of the idiots. I do pay attention... sometimes ( Read more... )

What do you know, I'm updating twice in a row. I wonder if it's a full moon tonight... In any case:In my mind- I'm content. I have everything finished and ready for school tomorrow. I'm trying to get through the fifth book I've been reading during the past few weeks (Yay for marathon reading) and I'm extremely drained and self-concious ( Read more... )

It seems the longer I stare at this computer screen the more it pulls me in. With it's entoxicating colors and entrancing gaming. How could I possibly resist? Now where is that damn five of spades...In my Mind- I've been getting dull lately. I have nothing to hate and nothing absolutely rebel against. My conflict with politics seems pointless ( Read more... )

Grr... She is irritating the hell out of me. Turn off the TV. Get off the phone. Bind her mouth shut. Lock her in our haunted closet until she bangs against the door screaming. Yes. Too bad there are laws against that.

And isn't Serj being supportive. Yes. That was sarcastic. Ha ha. It's 1:01 right now. Only 329 minutes Serj. The clock is ticking. Oh. Ceci, the book was alright. I enjoyed the fact that the author had a different take on vampires. But the main character was irritating. Ah well. Must. Finish. Series. Jordan, I can't call you! You ( Read more... )

My father asks me if I'm a vampire now. I tell him no. And how did he ever come to that conclusion? He tells me I sleep all day during the weekends and I bite my sisters hair. I have no witty remark for this, but I point out the fact that I didn't bite her on the neck and I didn't draw blood. Too bad. I have no desire to be a vampire. I'm ( Read more... )