Why isn't my friends page working???? It's completely blank every time I look at it, even though people have posted. Silly LJ.

I just want to be okay.

Our one year anniversary...the time has gone by so quickly. I never imagined losing him, but there you have it.

I know the pieces fit ( Read more... )

I haven't posted anything for a long time...! Or at least nothing more than a few sentences. It's kind of funny because I check my friends page pretty much every time I'm online, and I get all disappointed when none of my friends have posted anything. Yet I never post anything myself.

Silly girl.

I miss that one boy. Why can't I have them

I'm moving back to Denver.

I have gotten myself into such a HUGE FUCKING MESS.

And I don't know how to get out. That part is stressful, the figuring out how to fix my problem.

But other than that, I don't care at all. Except here in a couple of days people are going to start getting pissed.

I feel like such an idiot. Irresponsible and laaaazy. Damn.

i'm freaking out a little bit...that little 'what if...' playing over and over in the back of my mind ( Read more... )

i hate boys. they cause me more anger and pain and stress than anything else in the entire world. basically, another relationship gone down the drain. good bye, Nicholas.

soooo. i'll be without again, for at least a semester, possibly a year. and if he gets the camp counselor job, he's gone for the rest of the summer. why do i always pick the ones that have to leave me?

goin to junk town. might get a job and stay there, but i'd be lost without my wonderful Nicholas. sweeeet boy. i love everything about him, but for some reason i haven't gotten very emotionally attached yet. i think it's because i'm scared, due to the past. and i feel like he's so much better than i am ( Read more... )