As I said to a friend, Mr. Mononucleosis is behaving like a stalker boyfriend in a bad teen horror movie. I am so tired of being sick. I fucking missed school again today. How the hell am I supposed to graduate, make friends, piece my life together, and the like if I keep getting stuck at home? On top of that, there's been some personal shit ( Read more... )

I FUCKING HATE MONONUCLEOSIS

Have you ever felt called by something? Of course you have. Let's narrow it down. Have you ever felt called by a pet animal? Possibly. Narrower. Have you ever been winked at by a kitten and then stared at? Like by looking you in the eye, he was pointing with a proverbial finger and saying, "You. I want you." This happened to me tonight ( Read more... )

Ok, so if you get queasy easily, do not read this. I doubt any of you have experienced this feeling, but it was special. So two days ago, I got my veins stuck at the urgent care place again to check up on my mono and liver and whatnot. Guess what I found out today...since I was the last patient of the night, someone left my blood out on the ( Read more... )

Thank goodness. Done with Friday school. A long weekend ahead. I don't really plan to do anything with it, but I've missed 2 days of school this week due to what seems to be a mild flare-up of the mono. You know, to be honest, I didn't think I'd really miss most of the people who left. I hardly saw any of them all summer. I guess I'm sort of ( Read more... )

I've the most crying today and yesterday since I broke up with Keegan. It's not really that anything particularly catastrophic has happened. School's still fine, though I missed it yesterday. I think my mono flared up a little again due to lack of sleep. I've been wound pretty tight for the past several days with Sue's return from Vietnam and ( Read more... )

So my first day of New Garden Friends Upper School was today. I think I'm really going to like it there. Everything's just so chill, and everyone's been really nice to me. I have two periods with a 10th grader named Trina who is incredibly sweet. She just compliments me at every turn. I don't think she's a sycophant, but she's very eager to be ( Read more... )

Yep yep. And while I'm losing some weight while still getting to eat some sherbet, I'm not enjoying the way I feel and how it keeps me from doing any exercise. I got my registration letter from the dance studio today, and I don't know what to do. If I don't get well and get back in some shape and flexible soon, I won't be ready to dance. I ( Read more... )

So a lot of good things are on my plate right now. I saw Superman with Keegan and spent a little time at his place being loved. Next week, Tara and I are exercising our 18 year old rights to try out the N Club and have an experience with stories to tell. I got a call today from Melissa (after literally hours before thinking wistfully about our ( Read more... )

"Everything was going so good I thought something bad might happen."-Sarah Harmer ( Read more... )