what? you're tired of it now? but you've come so far, worked so hard, you've finally perfected that "strung out- i'm so addicted" image you've fought so hard to achieve...for christ's sake
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Re: this is not a hostile post towards younerdpunkerJanuary 13 2005, 21:10:33 UTC
it wasn't meant to offend.. but i knew that you'd read this. i've mentioned this all to you before... you just don't give A goddamn, and never really have.
and if you didn't realize.. yes that's a quote from you.
all hypocrites. one way or another. i know i am. we get into things that we said we werent. no, that we were going to try just once to see what it felt like. some of us get sucked in then some try to help themselves. don't judge for what you have done.
I didn't intend for this to start a fight. I realize we all have our beasts. I just needed to purge some feelings that i've been harboring for a while. i'm just so sick of the constant drug atmosphere..doing them, selling them, fighting about them, bitching about them..the constant talk about them..it's just so fucking boring. i can't hang out because there's always some aspect of it that permeates the fucking air. i mean, every once in a while, whatever, but there's always an underlying presence, always. cori..if you really do want to hang out sober, ride bikes, take pictures, go to lunch, whatever i'm always up for it..just give me a call..or at least pick up your phone. i try to make myself available to everyone, but i've just reached the point where, unfortunately i've given up. i would love to hangout during the day, with no chemicals, no pot, no pills, no beer..just tell me when. i'm always there for you, and i'll make a better effort to show it, but at some point, i need a response.
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kinda harsh yo...but true
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i just can't hang out with anyone because their either doing drugs
or fucking drinking..
i don't want to do either.
i wish we could all hang out sober.
but nobody fucking cares anymore..
i also just wish i could hang out with people who actually listen to me. "sometimes i just ignore people when they talk"
you actually listen when i have somethin to say. but, amanda and paul on the other hand.
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but then i remember that you don't even have a clue.
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but i knew that you'd read this.
i've mentioned this all to you before...
you just don't give A goddamn,
and never really have.
and if you didn't realize.. yes that's a quote from you.
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those are human emotions that you can't comprehend.
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one way or another.
i know i am.
we get into things that we said we werent.
no, that we were going to try just once to see what it felt like.
some of us get sucked in then some try to help themselves.
don't judge for what you have done.
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cori..if you really do want to hang out sober, ride bikes, take pictures, go to lunch, whatever i'm always up for it..just give me a call..or at least pick up your phone. i try to make myself available to everyone, but i've just reached the point where, unfortunately i've given up. i would love to hangout during the day, with no chemicals, no pot, no pills, no beer..just tell me when. i'm always there for you, and i'll make a better effort to show it, but at some point, i need a response.
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i had alot of fun the other night by the way. your house is sweet
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