what the hell hath happened?

starting in february, all cell phone numbers are being released to telemarketing companies, and you will start to receive sale calls.. what's worse is you will be charged for these calls! to prevent this, call the following number from your cell phone: 1.888.382.1222. it is the national do not call list. it only takes a minute or so, and it blocks ( Read more... )

i loved you, too.

and i don't want to think about it anymore.

People can't concieve of a virtue in someone else that they can't concieve in themselves. Instead of believing you're stronger, it's so much easier to imagine you're weaker.
You're addicted to self-abuse.
You're a liar.
People are always ready to believe the opposite of what you tell them.

why do i do this to myself.. why do i want to know?
and why do i get offended? threatened? hurt?

why does it even matter?

(i'm not going to ask what it all means.. because we all know that it is bullshite.)

new phone.
new number.
390.6293.
make a note of it, bitches.

don't listen to him

optimism is for fools.
a temporary feeling that will leave you hopeless, eventually.

i'm not saying to be all gloomy and shit..

but the new best thing... is to be emotionless.
it's easier than you think.
just let go.................

and remember: denial, denial, denial.

so i found this little tactic on some simple girl's journal to google your name and post the results. hey, it's 8:45 in the morning. i wasn't built to be up this early. i guess my views on what's interesting are a bit skewed. understandable? good.
anyway.. presenting "amanda is.."

Amanda is scared of everything that can happen to crush her dreams.
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..and here i am again, eating bread and water to maintain stability tommorrow.
just like jesus did, i would guess.

you know that whole water to wine business must've bit him in the ass sooner than later.

why do i do this to myself? "my method is uncertain; it's a mess but it's workin."

i, i... guess it's workin..