guess it was ok while it lasted.

6 months isn't a bad run, right?

funny how i've usually got all the time in the world for everyone else. but when i need someone to talk to, i've got.. well. the one person i don't want to talk to, because HE is the one involved in the situation.

i'm ready to crawl back under my rock and fucking stay there.

i thought i had some idea. but i never really realized how absolutely draining it is to have no reason to get out of bed every day.

i am wasting away.

I can't do this. Clearly I am not cut out to even be in a relationship, much less get married.

Oh well. I gave it my best shot.

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aw, yay.. me and a new friend, Jenny. (no, not the Jennie i'm normally talking about hanging out with. whee.)


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my sister called me earlier today to tell me that my grandmother (mom's mom) is not doing so great. she's been basically bed-ridden for the last couple of weeks due to crippling back pain, and now they think her kidneys are failing. i'd like to say that my father is fucking amazing, he's buying me a plane ticket to florida for this coming tuesday- ( Read more... )

i am so fucking disgusted with myself and with my life in general right now. i literally feel like i want to puke.

i might have a new job very, very soon. :3 whee!

well, universe. you've finally done it. you've beaten me completely into the ground.

happy now?

baroness video #1

baroness video #2

baroness video #3

baroness video #4

sorry about the shitty sound quality, i took them on my phone.. but yeah, they were amazing.

annnnnd if you'd like to take a look at the pictures i took of the show, as well as at the aquarium, take a look at my flickr here.

as per usual, all links open in a new window.