I am not using livejournal anymore. here is my new journal. Enjoy!

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Does anyone have a gun i can borrow?

Well i got excepted into Job Corps. I am leaving April 11th, soon i know. Life has seemed to be very insane for the past months. I have never ever been as confused as I am now. I thought about Death, but i just dont think that right for me. I am afraid of being alone, an outcast, a bum in society. That is one of my worst fears. Nothing ever ( Read more... )

Well life is just a big ball of confusion. I am almost done with work and cant wait to leave. While i am there i hope to get my mind straght and figure out what it is i want to do in life. My brother is coming home soon and its gonna be funtimes. I cant wait to get some heavy drinking done.Movie Update- UltraViolet and V for Vendeta. Two ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, whats up? Things just have not been going well for me. I've had some good moments, but it doesnt help. I cant wait to leave work, it is getting on my last nerves. Im gonna be so happy when i go to my classes. I am just glad that i have another chance to start over new. Im glad that i have someone to talk to... Im so sick right ( Read more... )

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Whats up everyone? Well works sucks so if you know of anything good let me know. My bday is coming up, i cant wait. Well my dreams still are happening and i think its getting worse, i cant stop thinking about the person. I know why and i dont think it will ever stop. If you wanna hang out let me know, i dont do anything besides work and sleep ( Read more... )

Can somebody please enlighten me... I have been haveing some very weird dreams about someonei use to know. I dont know why i am dreaming about that person. I have not talked/seen the person for a very long time. Whats going on here cause i sure as hell dont fucking know. All i do is work now, which sucks cause i have lost touch with a lot of ( Read more... )

Well i havent been able to post in a while, but now i can. Lets see not a whole lot to say so lets get to it, lol. I have been working at meijer for almost 4 months now. I like it a lot. Im shitty that I missed System Of A Down concert for the 3rd straight year. I finally got a cell phone even though it cost me an arm and a leg. I am sorry for ( Read more... )