Today i feel so happy,i dont know why,my mentor told me i should work harder,and i did it today,i feel good with myself,i guees i will take it better from now on

i......love you...you will allways have my heart.

I told him,why!!!???? i told him i love him,and after that he did not reply to my messages,did he get upsed? i feel so bad,i had reach my limit of emotions,i feel like bursting in tears,i wanna fall into ovlibion,i feel sad,lonely,sad, i just dont want to loose him,the worst way to miss someone its have him next to you and knowing that you will ( Read more... )

Today i feel tired,im not depresed anymore,its weird,i tend to change my mood so easely,is that a bad thing?? anyways,i like him so much,some times a make jokes with him,but i truly feel what i tell him,i wish he could kiss me,i want him so badly,why? i dont know,i hope he can see the truth,I LOVE HIM!!!
Will he ever see that?....i wonder......

I cant take it anymore,i feel so rejected,i feel like my world its dammened,my luck sucks,why? why cant i feel happy? Im cursed,when i want something i cant have it,but when something comes to me i dont need it,why?? my destyni sure has its fucking sucking weird turns,i feel ugly with myself,i dont like me,i wana scream ( Read more... )

mmm,i fell strange today,like....emotionless,not happy nor sad,i dont even know what to write,i wanna cry,but im not sad,i wanna smile,but im not happy,i like a guy i saw at the lunch area in my workplace,his kinda like me,he wear glasses,has piercings,and even his way of being its a litlle like me,he is cute,but,i dont even know his name,well,and ( Read more... )

09:54 CST :I feel like shit,im sick,i have a flu,and i feel lost and lonely,today,i dont know,i feel like i dont wanna do anything,i know its not true,but some times i feel like im damm ugly,why??,i...wonder

10:27 CST :the guy i like,miguel,i was about to send him a message,and at that very moment a message from him gets to my screen,i feel so happy ( Read more... )

Damed be the luck  of mine,fuck this day,first my stupid exboyfriend starts sending me mails saying that he hates me and that he is happy with his new girlfriend,come on,he is a fagget!! just like me,well,there is a guy in my workplace,he is so cute,and there was something betwen us,it wen bad,but now we are friends,he was good to me when told him ( Read more... )

Today is Friday,17:48,im about to get off work,im so tired,i feel a litle confused,i want to be loved,but,everytime a guy falls for me i dont like him,i dont know,maybe only old farts fall for me,i goto go now,time flys here,this is my first journal or post or whatever,its fun,i can place my feeling here,promise that on monday will be bigger......, ( Read more... )