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Ramblings
Why do I feel like a bird stuck in a window? Looking out, observing life marching on before my eyes yet stuck behind an invisible wall. How am I 30 and still here? I MISS college. I had drive, direction, friends, a purpose, deadlines, learning more than my brain could handle... to here, drudging through quicksand... every step I sink a little ( Read more... ) -
Poem
Running in an infinite circle.
Tumbling down a hill.
Hoping i might find my way,
Before I disappear.
Someone’s first inhale
Is another’s last exhale
Everything is disposable.
Especially life.
Especially time.
Drowning against the tide of memory lane.
Fuzzy muted faces zipping by
Sometimes words don’t matter
All that’s left are emotions
Of feelings
Uprooted like ( Read more... ) -
Timeline
I set a goal.
Travel.
I worked at Hometown for two years, saving money, researching and praying for the future. There were times when my goal seemed far away.
I ran into a fork in the road. I interviewed for a news photographer job at a local new station and had Skype interviews with an organization to teach English in Spain for a year. As there ( Read more... ) -
Hope
Today was pretty productive.
I reorganized my side of the office.
It's only the second month of the new year and I'm already starting my second attempt at my new year's resolutions. I didn't realize it, but I was giving up on God and the plans he has for me (I realize it didn’t just start with the new year but it’s been a slow progression and just ( Read more... ) -
Sail
I still cry every day knowing you are no longer in the world. The most permanent thing this world has is death... My naked finger reminds me of the ring what will forever be in your casket with you.
You used to give the best bear hugs. You always made room on the swing between you and maw maw for me. That time you visited us at the camper and we ( Read more... ) -
RIP Paw Paw
RIP Paw Paw
My grandfather's last words to me were that I was his shug girl and he loved me. That was at the hospital a few days before his body started to shut down. His actual last words were "help me." The last conversation I had with him at his house, face still paralysed, was him telling me how I was his Shug Girl and the story about how he ( Read more... ) -
Soulmates
In this world finding your soulmate is rare.
If you do actually find them, it's almost a curse.
For how often do we actually wound up with them?
In some circumstances,
There are people who are forced into arranged marriage,
which maybe doesn't always end bad...
but even in places where we are free to chose who we are with,
how often do other things stand ( Read more... ) -
Updates
Things that have been successful this week include: Reading the bible everyday, Practicing Spanish, Praying every morning and evening and in between, Using myfitnesspal, and Budgeting
Things I've been rotating and semi failing: Reading books and writing... as I've been reading more than writing
Started my Demo Reel and decided to start working out ( Read more... ) -
Progress Report
I'm trying to keep up with my New Year goals.. but it's quite difficult. However, if we look at it like trying to learn how to juggle (start with two objects then slowly add more) I'm not doing too shabby and I diffinately don't want to become overwhelmed. I have noticed a lot more time now that I don't Social Media as much
The things I'm ( Read more... )
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