When you want to tell someone how much you fucking hate them...but you can’t.

Ever feel like you don’t know who you are anymore? Am I the only one that goes through this? Like you think you know yourself and all these things you think that you want but then all of the sudden one day you just want all different things. And you look back and ask yourself when this happened but you can’t pinpoint it you just know one day your ( Read more... )

I don't want your body but I hate to think about you with somebody else.

I need to stop letting people so close to me. I want to give chances but I don’t need to do it this way.

Every day I’m thankful that you’re no longer in any part of my life. I see you and we pass on by like it never existed and I’m so 100% good with that.

The moment you realize you have more than just sexual feelings for someone...yeah had that moment today.

I love the way he makes me laugh.

I love how he kisses me like it’s only him and me no matter who else is around.

And I love it so much that he holds me all night long while we sleep and it’s all okay.

I never hesitate to be affectionate its such ( Read more... )

Took you like a shot

Thought that I could chase you with a cold evening

Let a couple years water down how I'm feeling about you.

And every time we talk

Every single word builds up to this moment

And I gotta convince myself I don't want it

Even though I do.

I just don’t believe in coincidence. The universe puts things and people into your experience for a reason. The universe doesn’t just keep pointing to all the same signs for absolutely no reason at all. And even I know that.

My heart is so full.

Today I reached two really big goals I’ve always hoped to achieve.

1. Getting an interview to my first choice anesthesia program.

2. Learning how to love someone and let them go, wish them well, and unselfishly love them even if you can’t be with them the way you want .

Hey who said being almost 30 was a bad thing? 😊

Why does the universe keep putting me in situations for us to run into each other? Am I missing something?