I dont know who reads this, and I honestly dont give a shit. I HATE PEOPLE. Thats really what its all about.. people are shitty. I can't wait to get out of this town, and away from peoples bullshit here. WTF are all the people around me complete and utter assholes? They have the maturity levels of freshman.. yet they're graduating?!?! Isnt ( Read more... )

So I definately havent written in here in a very very very long time. I must say Mr. Kevin has inspired me. Maybe i'll make this a habit.. or maybe not. Probably the later ( Read more... )

..and another night. Feelin' pretty alone and hollow right now. But I know that when the darkness gives way to the sunlight, so do the negative feelings. Sometimes i fear that the morning wont come soon enough, and the emotions inside me will eat away at my very being and destroy me ( Read more... )

Did I disappoint you or let you down ( Read more... )

to wonder if I am becoming the person I was told I would become. I'm having so much fun, and enjoying life. But I think I have changed in some ways. I know I'm the same person but I suppose I've compromised some things that I used to be up tight about.

I gotta get to bed though. Have to be up in 6 1/2 hours. Night

Today has been a pretty darn awesome day. Well, i suppose it's technically yesterday. I got home around 1, because my mom loves and trusts me. But I worked today from 10-8, which kinda sucked, except for the part that I got to train Kevin. Because of a bunch of stuff, James is no longer working with me, so Bob had me hire someone else. So we had ( Read more... )

Well it's the end of a pretty good day. Work was pretty long, but I made it through, i'm such a trooper! After work I picked up Janessa, and went swimming at Long Pond in Lempster with Sarah, Rae, Chris, and Carey. It was a good amount of fun, though I didnt get to see Sarah a whole lot. But we're going to hang out for a little while on Wednesday ( Read more... )

I'm feeling really down right now, and dont have anyone to talk to, so i thought i'd write. I dont think its the best idea to write in here, for the world to read, but i've got no other options right now. I broke up with Ian yesterday.. It was so hard. I can't even count how many times i've cried since, and how many tears i've held back. I think it ( Read more... )

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Jenn Spelas ( Read more... )